Well it's March and I'm ready for some sunshine....the rain needs to go away for a little while. These little feet need another place to run other than all over me in the house. I feel like March has me in a little bit of a funk and I'm not really enjoying much of it. Why do our minds let us go to these places that are depressing, I hate feeling this way. I get so frustrated because I have a pretty good life, well to me anyways. I have a husband who doesn't complain, cares, and takes care of his family, five healthy children, a home, etc. I am also blessed to have family around me that love and care about me. So what is the deal...why do I torment myself with other things. Even though I live in a busy house of children and a couple of dogs, the truth is I get a little lonely and I think that is where I struggle. It doesn't help that Bry is out of town for a week. Is this one of the consquences for staying at home everyday with your children? You become some crazy person or something?? Ok it's not that bad yet, but I am starting to realize that this is not healthy for me to stay in this depressing state of mind. I'm looking forward to April and hopefully better weather and being in a better state of mind! Thursday, March 17, 2011
Rain or Shine
Well it's March and I'm ready for some sunshine....the rain needs to go away for a little while. These little feet need another place to run other than all over me in the house. I feel like March has me in a little bit of a funk and I'm not really enjoying much of it. Why do our minds let us go to these places that are depressing, I hate feeling this way. I get so frustrated because I have a pretty good life, well to me anyways. I have a husband who doesn't complain, cares, and takes care of his family, five healthy children, a home, etc. I am also blessed to have family around me that love and care about me. So what is the deal...why do I torment myself with other things. Even though I live in a busy house of children and a couple of dogs, the truth is I get a little lonely and I think that is where I struggle. It doesn't help that Bry is out of town for a week. Is this one of the consquences for staying at home everyday with your children? You become some crazy person or something?? Ok it's not that bad yet, but I am starting to realize that this is not healthy for me to stay in this depressing state of mind. I'm looking forward to April and hopefully better weather and being in a better state of mind! 
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It is hard and lonely a lot of the time! I know they say to not lose yourself but you do when you are a mom! I always think about how I used to be outgoing and kind and make friends so easily. Now I feel like i don't even know how to socialize!! I think it is the fact that the time used to build friendships is taken up by kids and husbands which isn't bad but at the same time we forget our own likes and don't always take the time to do things we like to do. Life can be complicated you are not a lone with your mental craziness we all go through it you just can't always see it! April will be better:)
I forgot how much rain CA gets! Obviously enough to own rain boots. I've never been able to justify buying them for me or my kids cause the two places we've lived just don't get that much.
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