Well it's March and I'm ready for some sunshine....the rain needs to go away for a little while. These little feet need another place to run other than all over me in the house. I feel like March has me in a little bit of a funk and I'm not really enjoying much of it. Why do our minds let us go to these places that are depressing, I hate feeling this way. I get so frustrated because I have a pretty good life, well to me anyways. I have a husband who doesn't complain, cares, and takes care of his family, five healthy children, a home, etc. I am also blessed to have family around me that love and care about me. So what is the deal...why do I torment myself with other things. Even though I live in a busy house of children and a couple of dogs, the truth is I get a little lonely and I think that is where I struggle. It doesn't help that Bry is out of town for a week. Is this one of the consquences for staying at home everyday with your children? You become some crazy person or something?? Ok it's not that bad yet, but I am starting to realize that this is not healthy for me to stay in this depressing state of mind. I'm looking forward to April and hopefully better weather and being in a better state of mind! Thursday, March 17, 2011
Rain or Shine
Well it's March and I'm ready for some sunshine....the rain needs to go away for a little while. These little feet need another place to run other than all over me in the house. I feel like March has me in a little bit of a funk and I'm not really enjoying much of it. Why do our minds let us go to these places that are depressing, I hate feeling this way. I get so frustrated because I have a pretty good life, well to me anyways. I have a husband who doesn't complain, cares, and takes care of his family, five healthy children, a home, etc. I am also blessed to have family around me that love and care about me. So what is the deal...why do I torment myself with other things. Even though I live in a busy house of children and a couple of dogs, the truth is I get a little lonely and I think that is where I struggle. It doesn't help that Bry is out of town for a week. Is this one of the consquences for staying at home everyday with your children? You become some crazy person or something?? Ok it's not that bad yet, but I am starting to realize that this is not healthy for me to stay in this depressing state of mind. I'm looking forward to April and hopefully better weather and being in a better state of mind! 
Friday, March 11, 2011
Everyday
The few days I have started to make another blog book. I'm working on the year 2009 right now. I have come across a few deals from the publisher recently that I have missed out on because I don't have the books ready. So I'm determined to get caught up.
I have not been very diligent about updating my blog, but after reveiwing my older posts I realize I need to be better. I always feel like what I have to say is not to entertaining or that my grammer is awful (well we know that is true). But when I go back and read what I did post about it makes me smile. It's not necessarily the big events either, it's the little everyday adventures. Those are the ones that get pushed out of my memory the quickest and that is so sad to me. I was just thinking the other day, how sad it is that memories do have to fade so quickly. The only was I can try and preserve them are through things like blogging. My days are not complicated, just typical mom stuff I suppose. But things happen that I need to remember....
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